wtf

God, am I really at the age where my mom's friends are starting to suggest to my mom that I "meet" their sons... I feel old.
I'm glad I'm such a hot commodity to these dorky chinese socialites but I'll be damned if I let that happen... That's pratically an arranged marriage! I'm perfectly capable of finding a suitible uh, suitor on my own... I think!! But what the fuck... I'm too young to get married right now anyway.. what are they thinking? -_- i SUPPOSE if it somehow happened and we dated for like a few YEARS... maybe like at least 3 years later I MIGHT settle down... but that's a long shot!! What about... my life!! Idk. Some people might be able to get married at 23,25 but if I think about it... that's 3 years from now!! 3 years fly by like nothing.. I'm not ready to think about having to get married yet what the hell.
I don't know why these thoughts are crossing my mind. I guess it's the first time my mom brought something like that up. I think I'm too young but then I start thinking at what age IS a good time to get married? I know I don't want to be like, 30 and single. Sooo idk sometime in the next 9 years I suppose it'll happen... fuck, 9 years doesn't seem like so long. My childhood is passing by before I know it...