Thursday, January 22, 2009

Hawaii Mode

I am not taking the high route here... I've been here for 1 1/2 months and now I have 2 weeks left... what have I done??
Err... practically nothing. Haven't seen majority of my friends, didnt do any real touristy stuff.. went ot the beach twice for brief periods of time and watched a whole crap load of movies... and pigged out! hahha where did my motivation go? Oh that's right, I smoked it away =_=
But..... it's been enjoyable like, 90% of the time. I didn't get to spend as much time with my family as I'd like but I guess my priorities are skewed... I really miss school but I know I'm also gonna miss the comfort of home when I leave.
I realized that for a while, I really just hated all californians. thinking back... I'm not sure what I was thinking, maybe I was depressed from culture shock. lol. It was nice spending so much time by myself I suppose, I learned alot but I think I will change a few things up when I get back.... allow myself more friends instead of being a complete loner lol. I didnt realize how much I miss having people around.

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