If you've talked to me lately... you'll know that I've turned into an antisocial homebody. LOL. What the hell, right? I thought I was growing up but I realized that although I like staying home alot more than I used to, it's mostly cause I'm traumatized of meeting more people in LA!
In Hawaii, people generally watch what they do cause it will get back to them cause the island is so small. It is not so in LA... I'm laughing as I realize how much of a difference it makes in the behavior of people and I finally realize I've been freaked out by some of the people I've met in LA so I've pretty much been the complete opposite of what I usually am and haven't really gotten to know ANYONE.
I'd say the first month I was meeting people everyday... but after the first crazy roommate, the multiple crazy guys, the never ending phone calls, the guys who just wouldn't take a hint and kept calling and calling and calling, the badgering, the weirdos and the latest stalker... No wonder I've turned so anti social!
I don't know what to do at this point. I wanna meet new fun, interesting people (that aren't only interested in partying)... but I'm terrified of meeting more crazy people.. esp crazy ones who are just desperate to date someone!! Ass-kissing is not a turn on.
It'd be nice to be around American people who speak English and have a sense of humor again! This lack of social interaction is so unlike me. I don't want people around me 24/7 again but at least know SOME cool people.. I thought there were supposed to be tons in LA.. Okay yeah, I guess technically, I'm in Santa Monica. Apparently, everyone here is really lame. There are no pretty girls (that speak english.. there are some FOB ones), tons of crazy homeless people, college kids that try to be cool by throwing ghetto parties every week, more homeless people, and a good college. I am not the only one who feels this way... my friend who's lived here a year now also feels that there's no cool non-fob people either. However, he can tolerate drunk immature college kids and I can't.. so that just rules out about 98% of the population I see on a daily basis. Oh yeah, the only cool part about SM is that alot of celebrities live nearby or come here like Britney Spears. But it makes sense, cause she's crazy too.
hahah. What am I going to do... I want to move to ktown or downtown or or um, any town other than Santamonicatown. Should I transfer?? -_-
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